Does anyone know why I’m unable to access my email from my iPhone? I haven’t been getting alerts for awhile now and it just happened randomly. When I try accessing it, it tells me to contact my server administrator. If anyone can help me, I’d really appreciate it :)
I feel like change is coming…
Hopefully it’s a good change..
And I really, really hope I don’t end up breaking his heart..
That would just kill me.
I think he has a feeling it’s not going to work out though….
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C.S. Lewis (via awakeyetasleep) (Source: corona-borealis, via sweetlywhispers) |
I really don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know if it’s the distance, or if we just moved to fast, but I don’t think I can do this anymore. I know he likes me a lot more than I like him and that’s making it so much harder for me. I really don’t want to hurt him. That would kill me. I’d rather my heart be broken than do the breaking.. He’s already talked about there being an us in the future too. Like way into the future. I don’t think I can handle someone being more attached to me than I am to them. I want there to be a balance. It’s totally freaking me out.
What’s really killing me is that I’m not getting those little heart palpitations I did in the beginning.
We really haven’t been together all that long though. I mean, we’ve been apart longer than we’ve been together. I’m flying out there no matter what next month. I guess that will be the determining factor.
And I know it’ll have to happen sooner rather than later. I just…. I don’t think I can handle knowing I broke someone’s heart.
I miss being single. Life was so much easier then.. >.<
Does anyone have any advice they’d be willing to share? I’d really appreciate some help here.
